One day, a teenager said to me, he is scared of my doll. It sat down alone, on a table in a lonely room where we did not use so much. I love my dolls and I am healed and relaxed to see them. I was shocked at and not able to understand what he said.
Actually, I also feel such feeling when I looked at dolls apparently close to human, particularly to the face. We feel soul in the dolls. If the maker or owner passed away accidentally or unfortunately, the feeling becomes more awful. However, I thought my dolls never have such feeling against any guys. I realized this is just my guess.
For dolls, the happiest life is that we love them under our care long time. Nevertheless the dolls are getting dirty dependent on time. Some day they are thrown away as dirty trash. I understand this scenario.
If I passed away unfortunately, or even by my normal quiet death, my dolls would be immediately thrown away as the nasty stuff. If my dolls were presented to someone and unfortunate events happened at the new home, the dolls would be thrown away. I want to give my dolls happy future. I know many people have a hobby of handmade dolls. I would like to ask how they think of this point.
